im gonna give up on you anytime..
thats so much that i can hold on to..
my last bit of strength is used..
all i need to do is let go of my breath and free my hands..

i need my freedom

haw haw..
and i still have the energy to be emotional..

im on a working spree..
i expect a $500 paycheck or somewhat there..
then i can spend it all on myself..

my arms and abs are starting to hurt from working out..
yea!.. jem is working out man!
haha.. im gonna get vincent ng's fully body shot of him half naked and print it out on an A2 size poster and stick it on the side of my bed..

whenever i feel like being lazy and get to slp..
it will feel like he is telling me..
"Hey kid, u want a body like mine?.. sleeping is a nono"
and ill get motivated and pump up for a round of crunches or push ups..

okay..
im not supposed to be typing so much..
im already 3/4 dead..
and my mine is already dead from the thoughts..

-i still need to know why i need a gf?..

till then..