waha!
i managed to pass all of my taste with not-that-bad scores..
though i didnt much study hard for it..

:D
i think i can seriously score better if i take away my heck care dont care attitude.

anyways..
im starting to be a workoholic..
rin is getting crazier than me...
and we are like money hungry monsters...

SAVE NOW!.. PLAY LATER...

i have $0 in my bank..
and im gonna beat someone's savings..
wahah!
i doubt i can..

anyway..
i suck at arm wrestling..
and im getting fat again...

oh-how-nice..

Beverage test tomorrow ~ this one seriously prepared to flunk

came back from work..
feeling tired buy so full of life at the same time

IRONIC!

it must be the leftover ice cream i ate just now that made my stay awake..

this lame supervisor wanted to sabo Dinath, and got a egg cracked onto his head by me instead!
thats what i call SABO!

Basic Restaurant Service test is tomorrow..
i know a majority didnt study for it, nor have the intention or heart to study..


gotta wake up early tmr!

:D smile
like hello?

all the boys are slack..
the best you ever had..
the best you ever had..

lyrics arent 100% correct,
rin would correct me..
she's a freka for indie..

im kinda anti-ing a few people at swensens now..
all i have to say...
is that, you wouldnt help when people lend u a hand before...
you guys just care too much about yourself..

im fed up with the trainees..
bloody yaya-papayas..
i mean like.. wheres your learning attitude?..
u want a job, do it well right?..

i have a huge hunch they would be fired a few weeks/months from now..
they would get tired of working
and wont start to show their bloody face..

i feel so damn dumb..
im gonna quit sheraton already..
i hate it there...
serving drunkards and retarded idiots..
im worried for rin la..
i got the job with her...
and i will feel responsible if like anything happens to her..

my right arm is becoming more masculine then my left..
i would look like some freak having lopsided arms..
hmm.. i have school tomorrow..

guess i gotta go catch my slp now..
till then my friend..

-sighsssssss... NOOOOOOBBBSSSS!!

okay man..
i just came to a sudden realization that im getting very old.
like 18years old now?

crazy stuff man..

i was that little budak gina kiddo
who keeps everything to himself
easily cried and bullied
have super-low self esteem
from a geek to an average kid (some beg to differ)

time flies.

im in serious need of money
i need to pay my handphone bill of a whooping $190.
im very very broke.
funny thing is..
you friends know that im not a guy who likes to message much.
so WHY the sky-high bill?..

i wonder how..
i wonder why..

there is this stupid test tomorrow on cocktails recipe.
and ive only studied like 16 out of 26 recipes.
im gonna be so dead.
what to do.
if they wanna flunk me..
jolly well..

im already deciding to maybe go to NS first.
its a much better choice.

but i dont wanna be a burden to my parents if i let say cant get a pretty decent job.

oh wells..
i need to wake up early man.

my head is still in a whirl.
and everything doesnt seem to make it better.

world catastrophe!

well...

i woked up today with a gaming mood...
so i gamed till my eyes went pain..

had dinner with the family..
and dad was kinda fussy about how to roti prata is cooked and ensured that it is FRESH.
hmm.. im okay with anything if its not spoilt.

ohyea
i finally made my first triple kill in DOTA..
i feel so proud of myself..
im getting better kills than death..
smells like a pro is brewing..
so ego....

i dread schooll....
can i dont go school?
hai would probably scream at me and give me good reasons why i should go..

i kinda thinking twice about working in the FNB line...
it requires lots of manhour
and i have to miss alot of events and special occasions for work..

i need to think twice about my life...
thank you

i have my own reason for my own actions
im feeling really tired, mentally and physically..

let me be alone..

ive walked this road..
and i dare to walk it again..

Yours Faithfully,
Jeremy

-i feel so dumb

Bros Over Hoes

my mood is swinging badly.
and i once again need time off by myself.

sorry friend im parting ways with you
ive got my own reasons
and you should accept and not reprimand me that im just throwing baby tantrums.
ive taken too much chances
and dealt with many blows.

i wanna lead my life this way.
and you lead your life THAT way.

figures

im still glad i have dessie around to talk to.
at least i have her to confide with even if she's havin a rough time too.
ill still be here for you dessie!
whatever the situation is,
big or small
ill still remain as a truthful friend.

like always, to you peeps out there
dont use me as a tool for popularity or for escape.
if u wanna find a temporary.
sorry dude..

okay la..
i got writer's block..
ceh ceh..

Yours Sincerely
Jeremy

[c=4][c=12][c=6]R[/c]I[/c]N[/c] says:
COOL SHIT

im gonna give up on you anytime..
thats so much that i can hold on to..
my last bit of strength is used..
all i need to do is let go of my breath and free my hands..

i need my freedom

haw haw..
and i still have the energy to be emotional..

im on a working spree..
i expect a $500 paycheck or somewhat there..
then i can spend it all on myself..

my arms and abs are starting to hurt from working out..
yea!.. jem is working out man!
haha.. im gonna get vincent ng's fully body shot of him half naked and print it out on an A2 size poster and stick it on the side of my bed..

whenever i feel like being lazy and get to slp..
it will feel like he is telling me..
"Hey kid, u want a body like mine?.. sleeping is a nono"
and ill get motivated and pump up for a round of crunches or push ups..

okay..
im not supposed to be typing so much..
im already 3/4 dead..
and my mine is already dead from the thoughts..

-i still need to know why i need a gf?..

till then..

talking about killjoy.
u werent invited and u werent appreciated in our fun.
makan sama babi.. even worst..
can practically see you grabbing your way through the food that the group was supposed to share..

this post is thrown in your face.


anyways..
went out to watch "alone" with a few of the closer Fcians

wait
EH SHIT!..
i dont know why.... a same person with my same nickname and display picture SUDDENLY appear online the same as me!..
as in the thingie that pops up when someone comes online..
i clicked on it and it said.. "YOU CAN SEND A MSG TO YOURSELF"
OMG!..

i swear it must be just my eyes..
i got freaked out by the movie this afternoon..
its real horror and scaryfied..
i was hiding behind hai throughout 80% of the show..

oh come to think of it..
did you guys ever know that im actually a child thats not supposed to be here..
my mumma had an earlier miscarriage of a baby boy..
its kinda sad when i heard that..
and its like a twist of fate..

oh wells..

Swensened again with the ever so warmth and loving colleagues.
and i just found out today that
A MAJORITY OF THEM READS MY BLOG BUT DONT TAG!
ill spank you.

haha..
again as usual..
when i saw AMY and YANJUN.. immediatly a smile lit up my face!..
in no respect or biasness involve
i still love the others as well!

parterned with ERIC today and did fountain :D :D :D
haha..
the people say i look "kan chiong" when i do it.
but i beg to differ!
im just working fast i said..

and Rin would go
"Why Chinese always so Kan Chiong One?.. ESP THE SHERATON BUS DRIVER.. ah that one ah.."

Rin has cheeks that would kill..
She owned every puffy cheeked baby in terms of cheeks..
Her Cheeks Sings the same tune as her attitude..
Cheekynesss..
well ill be praying and be here for you when THAT day comes yea..
you know i care and ill be here..

DESSIE..
life may seems a PMSY biatch..
but well.. search your thoughts through...
take a break from your troubles and tell yourself u deserve better.
im here too like you were here for me when u need me..
im sorry if i couldnt reply ur msges or pick up your calls when im working..
i hope all will be over soon..
that destinated someone is there..
it just takes times okay..

you know what i mean..

me myself..
am just grateful for having something meaningful to do in life....
i wanna earn money and satisfy my pleasures..
and no.. nothing sexual..
you guys and your twisted minds...

Quoted by Rin:
"You need to wash with dettol,
*pause for a moment*
very effective..
*nods head, points finger and wink at you and walks away"



well i gotta go and sleep again..
i dont spend much time online now..
i gave up on games particularly maple..

haha my account is lvl 101!
can u dig it sucka?

funnyfreaksfindingfannys..

PEACE OWT!

-give me another reason again on why i need a gf?

PS: yanjun says im handsome and ill sure find a gf

again I BEG TO DIFFER
ill just remain GAY
*all the ladies in the world sighs in dismay*

HAHA.. in my wildest wet fantasied dreams.

Yours Sincerely,
Jem the Mem

Headlines: Our Class Lecturer just bailed out on us today!

way to go!..
so much for passion?

our class aint as rowdy as a typical ideal "ITE" class..

pooooo...
but anyways..
im not dwelling on it.


went out with hai to have ice cream at AOD..
tempted her to watch simpsons and she fell for it after jem tried countless attempts of convincing her to watch it..

honestly. simpsons may not really be the 88 to 90s generational cartoon..
but you should watch it.

those who understand american politics and enjoys random jokes should go for it!
ill give it 8/10 stars for it!

hai bursted laughing throughout the movie..
haha!.. i laugh at her laughter...
it cranks me up!

full of randomness..
swensened after the movie.
saw Yan Jun in black shirt! WHOA..
haha.. met a few of my best peeps around.
was happy to see amy working and i greeted her!
but after that i dint see her again till Yan Jun told me she went off at 9..

ouh..

had my third attempt in the fountain..
wasnt a pleasant one..

partnered with huiwen and i scolded myself for not memorizing the recipes and for being ignorant to everything..
huiwen was really patient and guided me..
even asked me to calm down..
kudos and salutes to her!

i aim to be the next best fountain staff who can one man solo everything and be COOLER..
*winks at hanisah*
arwandi doesnt stand a chance with me cos he is GORENG DAUN..
get it!?
GOING DOWN!..

lameness..

school is tomorrow..
just had my bath and warming up my bed to sleep..
hope im able to wake up early tomorrow to catch the early worm..

dont wanna be late no more..

i aim to be the top at everything..
the mind is willing..
but the body is not..

Sheratoning tomorrow with hai..
hope we get to work side by side..
i still feel guilty for blowing my top at you last week.
it was uncalled for..
and i dont have a reason to be angry..

its pure jem's stupidity..


my leg is killing me..
im gonna start limping like hai..

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MAI-EH-AH-ZURA"


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