Dear Diary, (what bullshit)

okok...

feeling so gloomy as though the world owes me money.
now i got money, i feel lost on what to spend it on.
haha.. guess ill save it for milk bottles and diapers for the future.

im gonna brush up on my guitar.
join a band, get lots of fame and start being choosy on friends
i can create a list of haters but nah..
im not those kind of person that create enemies.
everyone can be forgiven of their sins..

haha
i can tell only a few people read my blog frequently.
those who cared and really are true pals constantly tag and patronise.

im so proud of them!
let me create a list of "lunch pals"..

i dont wanna go back to ITE.
that place is so full of horrible stuff..
i know im losing bits and pieces of myself..
i guess ill be an anti-social in class and like go home straight after sch everyday if theres no work

i wanna start afresh as a Christian.
good thing theres Debra in my class..
i see so much of fire in her for God..
it makes me wanna go back to the days..
where i go crazy and do stupid stuff all for God...
let me strap on five C4s around my chest and back..
ill run into VivoCity and bomb the place up..

oh ya!
im working in Sheraton Towers now.
in the banquet department..
haha
its a cool place to be in, the environment and such..
the people there are not really sociable..
but well it takes time to start bonding

im now a noobie..
so well, get pushed ard by the managers to do "sai kang" (shit-work)..
haha..
but yesterday was a good change!
haha
Manager Joel told me to help around the banquet tables..
and i then helped out 2 oh-so-cute girls..
didnt get their name though..
must remember what Debs told me..
You come here to WORK!

haha.. okok..
WORK..
my goal is to save $1k in my bank at the end of this year.
should be more than enough to supply my future baby with milk bottles and diapers
need to save about another $2k for milk powders and toys.
not forgetting education..
thats a bummer..

WTP! its pig
im talking rubbish..
need to take things off my mind..

lengthy but valuable post...