grah..
i hate money..
why do money even exist in the world..

i have a million and one items in my wish list
well.. those are dreams for me..
dont think i can ever get them..
:(

i so totally hate this.
i remembered 2 years back..
daddy promised me an xbox...
not that im petty over it, and spoilt.. but he promised it to me for a certain important life changing effect in the family..
then he couldnt find a set for me as they were sold out
i told daddy that its okay and we could find it some other time
daddy then told me that after my n's he would get it for me..

after i had PASS my n's..
i asked him for it..
he told me.. you still had o levels to go..

and now when my o lvls are soon over..
HE FORGOT THAT HE PROMISED ME ONE..
and even told me that i had POLY TO GO!

im freaking not petty over the xbox..
but im freaking upset that he did not keep his words..
oh well..
its not about the material.. but its about the promise..

sigh..
i really need an ipod now..
as most of you know.. my creative mp3 died on me...
freak it..
that was bought from my hard earned money last yr through working

i dont think ill get to work after my o's
after all..
i have many things to catch up with..
and many events to go to..

i have a huge responsibility now
only my close friends would know..
and yes.. im serious about every bit of it..
:)

grahh..
im very upset luh..
i shall have a wishlist.

No-money but still Dreaming Wishlist
-Clothes. (im seriously still wearing the same set of clothes i wore 3 years back..)
-IPOD. (DAMMIT NO MUSIC CAN KILL ME...)
-Laptop (well figures im a techie..)
-Food. (im really deprived of food.. ive been missing out)

i don like this at all..
i cant enjoy life like this..

oh wait.. life was never meant to be enjoyable

Earth is temporary. Heaven is not.