i look and reflected on my history.
same ol' shit again...

friends detaching from me..
i feel used.. VERY used!
my body feels like its being torn apart..
as the seconds tick away, i rot slowly.

it just hurts.
when a friend push u aside.
taking u for granted..
i thought i found true friends..
some of them were from my previous post with kudos given to them..
ill take that back

well.. search deep in your heart..
im not pointing any fingers..
some of them i still love till today..
some of them is just a memory that will slowly fade away at the back of my mind..

i can be all emo now..
cos i just got my heart pushed and crushed..
i lock myself up in my room...
not letting anyone in..
in case i go into a rage and start yelling and screaming

dont get me wrong..
im not blaming anyone
i dont want to hurt nobody
so dont point your bloody fingers at me
in case ill get all bloody fired up..

yea..
im in no good mood..
the world sucks

hate to say this
but i feel
a majority of Christians are hypocrites..
take off that mask
ill get this in your face
DONT BE WHO YOU ARE NOT ARE!!
it disgust me..

and if you think that ive gotten mad..
yes ill say i am a lil..
but i still have the right mind to know what im typing..

u need a test?
message me in MSN.. and ill tell you what i have to say..
im not scared of facing the truth
are you?
why should u be?
hiding behind the devil?
hiding from God?

i tell God how weak i am..
you tell the world how strong you are..

HYPOCRITES GO TO HELL!!
thats the truth aye?

i aint in a good manner to preach.
as i'd probably be shunned by people who thinks that im crazy and putting Jesus name into shame..

so i aint preaching..
YOU.. READING THIS POST NOW
GO ASK YOURSELF HOW YOURE TREATING YOURSELF?
AND FOR THE LOVE OF THE WORLD.. TAKE OFF THAT MASK..
AND LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE..
or other words... GET A LIFE..

im tired..
i hate empty promises
i remembered what you said to me..
and ill never forget what you said recently..

im way up to my boiling point
crazy thing..
education....... crazy.. stressing me out..

pray for me...

have a nice life..
-jeremy