yawnnss

its 4.49 am here in the airport
at this place called "Pacific Coffee Company"
though not able to use jie's laptop as there is no wireless internet, this goody goody place offers their computers with internet connection on it!

haha.. using it now to download some codec to transfer over to jie's com..
wanna contine my anime..

just finished studying one whole big major chapter of social studies..
x))
proud of myself..

oh yes!
all the best to you! who is taking the piano theory exam tmr!

will post some pics of the place later..
its cold in here brrr..
the rest are slowly falling into dreamland

those= "joel tay,jon wong, caleb kay, johann tay"
my sis and esther are still up mugging..

grahh
will update with pics later when i get home to use my com..
x)

i look and reflected on my history.
same ol' shit again...

friends detaching from me..
i feel used.. VERY used!
my body feels like its being torn apart..
as the seconds tick away, i rot slowly.

it just hurts.
when a friend push u aside.
taking u for granted..
i thought i found true friends..
some of them were from my previous post with kudos given to them..
ill take that back

well.. search deep in your heart..
im not pointing any fingers..
some of them i still love till today..
some of them is just a memory that will slowly fade away at the back of my mind..

i can be all emo now..
cos i just got my heart pushed and crushed..
i lock myself up in my room...
not letting anyone in..
in case i go into a rage and start yelling and screaming

dont get me wrong..
im not blaming anyone
i dont want to hurt nobody
so dont point your bloody fingers at me
in case ill get all bloody fired up..

yea..
im in no good mood..
the world sucks

hate to say this
but i feel
a majority of Christians are hypocrites..
take off that mask
ill get this in your face
DONT BE WHO YOU ARE NOT ARE!!
it disgust me..

and if you think that ive gotten mad..
yes ill say i am a lil..
but i still have the right mind to know what im typing..

u need a test?
message me in MSN.. and ill tell you what i have to say..
im not scared of facing the truth
are you?
why should u be?
hiding behind the devil?
hiding from God?

i tell God how weak i am..
you tell the world how strong you are..

HYPOCRITES GO TO HELL!!
thats the truth aye?

i aint in a good manner to preach.
as i'd probably be shunned by people who thinks that im crazy and putting Jesus name into shame..

so i aint preaching..
YOU.. READING THIS POST NOW
GO ASK YOURSELF HOW YOURE TREATING YOURSELF?
AND FOR THE LOVE OF THE WORLD.. TAKE OFF THAT MASK..
AND LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE..
or other words... GET A LIFE..

im tired..
i hate empty promises
i remembered what you said to me..
and ill never forget what you said recently..

im way up to my boiling point
crazy thing..
education....... crazy.. stressing me out..

pray for me...

have a nice life..
-jeremy

bwahahahahahahahhahahahahahaa

to all you secondary buddies o'mine!!!!
im FREE like a BEE
that rhymes and i think im great

yesyes!
i've finally finished 5 years of secondary education!
5 WHOOOPIN LONG YEARS
okay la.. still got o levels to do..
what am i being so happy about?

grahh
decided on which poly course i wanna go to
thanks to the great advice from matthew,
im looking forward to study at Temasek Poly (Visual Communication) course!
yesyes!
at least i have a goal now..
need to brush up on my digital arts..
i wanna do an artpiece of my favourite anime!.. Bleach: Ichigo's Zangetsu!!
will post the process up for you to see!!
be happy!

here are the pics of my grad day!

this is to make up for the lack of updates.

Sunday 8/11
it was jia liang's bdae.
rushed to church in a taxi with joel boey. he offered to pay la.. couldn't resist. im that greedy yes. ok then placed jia liang's cake into the fridge and took a bus down to EASB for the so called leader's mtg.

after service, we celebrated jia's bdae.
he is a very happy man.
YOU THINK SUNSHINE FORGOT ABOUT YOUR BDAE?.

after playing LAN with the guys,
i rushed back to jurong point to hop into dad's car to again RUSH off to sentosa for my cousin's wedding!!

wooooooo!

so glad to be there, met all my cousins.
THEY HAVE GROWN UP!
and im very jealous of my other cousin's baby!
super cute super cute super cute!!!!
she kept smiling!
i wish i could be a baby, where i will be the centre of attraction and life is all about enjoying and getting pamepered.

okay.
aiya. the rest of the week.. same same la..
usual same shiat everyday.
im graduating and officially out of the school in a week time!!!!!!
thats like after 5 years of facing the same whiteboard, going to the same urinal, eating the same canteen food, playing the same old game, sleeping on the detention table.

i wont miss it. cos i am looking forward to getting out of school!!!!!
like!.. HAPPY!

*laughs at my secondary 3 and below friends*

let me suan you k?
ill be nice and buy you a nice pen to study.

okay la.. o levels up in 15 more days.
you should be laughing at me instead.
taaaas!

off to my "green-marbled lookalike" study table

oh yes!
before i forget this are some of the pics of Sunday's event

i just came out from the toilet after jie was running around the house screaming "WHAT ARE YOU USING THE TOILET FOR!?" to both me(constipating) & dad(bathing).

JIE!
i couldn't ask God for more, im super satisfied with my older sis!
okay la mei, i love you too just as much.

born on the 7th of Nov 1986
she endured all my crazy nonsense, which includes "tahan-ing" my one moment happy the other moment grumpy attitude.

she's the sister behind this teenage boy blogging who,
-lends money to me in big amount when broke
-gives me moral support to my ideas in life
-listen's to HEAVY SCREAMO on her computer to drown the nagging of parent's nagging
-sacrifice her LEFTOVER meals when she cant finish them to me
-have a wierd nocturnal habitat of staying up late in her room
-watching shows that appears alieny to an average Singaporean
-have a wardrobe of clothes 4x that of mine, but complains that she needs more new ones
-is super buay pai seh and ask me to give her an early bdae present

thats not almost all the reason to make me love her.
but!

i love her even though
-she sleeps late at night, not knowing that her strong room light reflecting against her wall to my bed makes me take a longer time to sleep
-she has funny magnets paste on the side of the door frame which totally dont seem to be in place with any deco of the room/house
-she is the pig of the family who takes more than just a "jie wake up" to make her get her butt out of the bed in the morning. (u need to literally scream without making yourself get angry or for safety reasons, not making her angry)

and i tell you, she's now still doing some mugging stuff when it 10minutes past the bewitching time. okay la. shes a University student, and she mugs like nobody business. and right. she lingers in the night but sleeps in the morning-evening with her laptop on her bed beside her.

nope you didnt hear me wrong.
let me prove it to you.

TADA!



hehe.
she is very wols. i asked her to sent me a song yesterday night around this time. and she decided to send it to me now. already have it. got it from a jacksparrow source.

dont get bored by this post. my sister is very amazing one la. you want to experience?.
come my house and stay for a night or two!
Ticket Price:
Children - Free
Adult - $12.50

cheaper than night safari hor!
night safari only can hear hyena laughing. and some lame animal shadow walking in the dark.