i have a few people in my life
that hold important places
=)
they have great influence on me and they gained my respect and i have gain theirs in our very own way
one of them..is a little lady from my youth church =)
i met nicole last year..
we didnt talk much at first..but we got to know each other through sms and msn..

when i used to talk to her..she would be really emotional and fed-up with most of the things
i would try to help her sometimes..but honestly..i have not been through her problems before..so i cant help much..
nicole would use to kick whine and moan bout her life being a living hell and that she is tired of it..
i don blame her for saying that..who donts feel that way when they are down?
well..nicole fought a fierce battle through life..
she had to overcome so many troubles
but through all this..she didnt give up..

she fought through those battles and came out stronger than before
its all about courage and determination
not that she have a happy fairytale ending now..
but she is still going through it..

nicole is one of the strongest hearted girl i've known..
I guessed God placed her as my bestyy friend to learn from her
and im learning already

nicole!!
thanks for being my bestfriend, chitchat mate, counsellor, advisor and NU-ER!!
glad to be your friend and daddy =)

this post is for you!
I LOVE YOU!..IN A TOTALLY NON ROMANTIC WAY!

okie..someone scolded me to update my blog bcos its dead..

okok..24/2
i woke up at 5 to turn my alarm off..then took a quick short snooze to rest my have awake body for awhile..
but before i know it..i took a half an hour nap!..I SUPPOSED to meet shawn and daniel for bfast before school today..

shawn pon-tened sch..
so i met him at the kopitiam at the interchange at 630..
daniel came late..
decided to stay awhile longer and be late for school instead..
followed shawn to get his MC from the polyclinic nearby..

met kenneth at the bustop on my way to school after that..
..
had two test today..well..all i can say..i wont be dissapointed with my marks..cos ive known i already studied my best :P

met minshi at the basketball court after school!..
haha..shes cute =X
LOL..ahhhhhh!
shes silly and cute!
cant stand it!

okok..
ran off to catch a bus to westmall to meet up with shawn and daniel to watch FINAL DESTINATION 3!
haha..gruesome sick sadistic show
well im here back in my room blogging..haha

thats al for tdae

while singapore is enjoying Chinese new year
there is this dull atmosphere among my family

my grandma is warded into the hospital for sickness(old age)
and she is not in a very good condition
im very worried over it..and im so troubled
she's the only grandma that im left with
and she's the one that i can communicate most with

i always tell myself to be prepared for the worst
but i cant bring myself to think that!
i dont wanna think that she will be gone from my life..
God please i still want to shower her with more love..
I still want to treasure her more

theres this incident that i will never forget.
it was a conversation between my grandma,my lil sis,me a few years back when my lil sis was still very little and niave

Meimei(lil sis) asks cheekily & innocently: "Mama(grandma) when will you die?"
Me: "MEI!!!!..OIEE! WHY U ASK THAT!?"
Grandma: "Silly GIRL!..i still dont want to die yet!..i still want to see my great grandchildren"
*Grandma laughs*
Grandma: "I am counting on you Jeremy to see my first great grand child okay?"
Me replies cheekily: " No Problem!.. dont worry mama i sure will find a wife one! You will get to see my children hor!"

sighs..if i can only tell mama ..to be strong..

please dont leave me