A Vacant Affair - The Departure

And this is the last straw
The time is now I can finally see
Through these walls that you built
This is the hole you call the truth

We've had enough of these useless ties
We've seen enough of what we could be
This has become something we've never believed
Slowly but surely it'll take us all away

I remembered what you said to me
Everything will be the same like it used to be
Now I know what I mean to you
If I can't do everything that you want me to

If I knew the truth, then I wouldn't be here
And now that you've got, all that you always wanted
This place isn't what, you said to be so beautiful

Running away, nothing has been done
Shattered dreams and broken hearts
The time has come to recover what we've lost
The time has come to take back what was ours

Just like the words, we used to say
Just like the battles, we fought before
Just like our bodies, and our souls
Fade away, just like our memories
Fade away, just like our families

Over and over

When will we love, before it's too late?






Ive heard of this band a gazillion times but never had the chance to listen to their music or see them live until i went to Funeral For A Friend Concert.
Honestly they are good!

Well.. apart from their guy next door face and the hippie+emo look of the lead singer.
Their music is really great.

They are a mix version of emo+hardcore+metal all in one.
Well sorry to chinese,techno and pop listeners, this stuff is rather heavy for you.
But well.. try them if u decided to give ur ears a different genre of music to hear.

drenched in my pain again
10:25 AM

during my primary days
i would always notice the 3 main HARI-s
but never knew the difference between
"PUASA"
"HAJI"
"RAYA"

to me in those days just spelt enjoyment
as the canteens would be queue-free
or it celebrates a day off from school!
haha.
with my ever growing network of malay friends
from work or school
i now come to understand the meaning of it..
okay.. anyway its quite irrelevant to my title


SCREAM
RUN AWAY
im down with a bad flu..
guess why!?
just because it was very smoky on a monday night
and clever me decided to close the windows and turn on the aircon for a good night rest for the exam the next day

guess what!
i "studied" too "soft" and fell asleep "studying" without putting on my blanket..
and wala! there you have.. COLD FLU!

okay.. so i still have to go to work as i dont wanna waste anymore money on MC.
im broke for this month already
and im still waiting for my big fat cheque by the end of this month.
which is 17 days more
and i only have $12 to survive with!.
oh what fun!
oh what fun!

but for now
let me cradle in my blanket

having a short "exam" break now..
and im not even studying..

im expecting a big fat number in my bank savings by the end of this month.
i wanna accompany rin to sheraton to work..
but cant find the suitable time for the both of us to work.
she said that she is able to make friends there..
and is starting to warm up to the peeps.

well..
im a chinese dude..
i dont think i can engage with the yalams that easily..
and the chinese are all so stuck up..

pffft
for crying out loud..
i cant speak proper chinese...

i really need to save up..
GRAH!