okay man..
i just came to a sudden realization that im getting very old.
like 18years old now?

crazy stuff man..

i was that little budak gina kiddo
who keeps everything to himself
easily cried and bullied
have super-low self esteem
from a geek to an average kid (some beg to differ)

time flies.

im in serious need of money
i need to pay my handphone bill of a whooping $190.
im very very broke.
funny thing is..
you friends know that im not a guy who likes to message much.
so WHY the sky-high bill?..

i wonder how..
i wonder why..

there is this stupid test tomorrow on cocktails recipe.
and ive only studied like 16 out of 26 recipes.
im gonna be so dead.
what to do.
if they wanna flunk me..
jolly well..

im already deciding to maybe go to NS first.
its a much better choice.

but i dont wanna be a burden to my parents if i let say cant get a pretty decent job.

oh wells..
i need to wake up early man.

my head is still in a whirl.
and everything doesnt seem to make it better.

world catastrophe!