W if for whatever to my day.

i dont feel too enlightened by feeling lethargic throughout the lectures.

went to pizza with hai,
it was definite filling
and i guess the time spent is worth it.

i have yet to meet des.
and i miss her badly.
haha..
hold your wolf whistles.

work was not too bad.
except im pissed at myself for introducing a vacancy to my friend who took time to came down and was rejected at the door..
i felt so angry lor..

blah.

the influx of new trainees arent making my worklife more interesting either.
in sheraton, the time flies faster then swensens

i need sweets and more sweets.
anti-depressants..
my life is getting more complicated.
im almost deaf to the world.

i dont care for the society.
cos the society doesnt care for me.

i dreamnt of hers truely last night.
i woke up with tears in my eyes and a swollen heart.
so many months has passed.
and it stills stalks me closer than the boogey-man.

push in the diskette into my mouth
and turn on program "reflections"
please play songs by "my chemical romance, thrice, underoath or any screamo" for better performance...

i dont wanna know what tomorrow has installed for me.
let me sleep and never wake up please.

i shall refrain from having crushes nor flirtatious behaviour..

Serenity is all i need.

in other words, steer away if youre just here to play